This was originally posted on my instagram November 2016
♡November 2*7 2014 (2+0+1+4)=(7) A Thursday afternoon, two years ago today, in an office along Koinange Street, I wasn't working like I was supposed to (being on my attachment). I'd just listened to Linkin Park-Waiting For The End & clicked on a random video from the suggested section cause it's title intrigued me (solved mysteries draws curiosity, naturally). It had been 7 years since wandering from faith in my teen-hood that I finally heard of Truth through this video "One World Freedom Tower exposed" by theJonathanKleck. I'll save you the details ( WATCH IT! Along with all videos on his channel)
Anyway, I'd probably heard sermons saying the same thing multiple times but at that moment on that day here's what got me. He said at the end of it all (life) the only thing that'll matter is- "what did you do with Jesus? He's after all the only one way to God, through the blood He shed for us on the cross to be reconciled to God as a new being" He explained how that the spiritual world was manifesting in the physical world , said i had a choice...to rise from the dead.
I remember suddenly my false reality shook, acknowledging that I'd really been walking blind to Truth. I was so petrified to watch the vid & find out what he'd unravel, I almost closed the window to pull up that LP play list. Given the LP lyrics: the truth was, that's all I wanted; to come to an end of me, me-me-me. My wayward ways: of carnality, chasing wind with unknown fears, entertaining demonic whispers into these ears deafened (from hearing anything but Truth through the years). Oh, the murkiness, insecurities, the lies & fake smiles masking my inward hurt. I secretly longed for all these to end, for the evil doppelganger to phase off & have that childlike faith I had in my first term of high school, 13, just coming into a teen. I had missed that but then again my hardened heart couldn't heed to what it longed for. Until... scales were scrapped off my eyes & I could, for the first time, in a long time see & hear what I deeply already knew, that only Truth could set me free. And fear wasn't my drive rather belief, acknowledging the sinner I was. I knew, what it took to move on & I did. Three days later (30th Nov 2014) in aTrans4merz service at Citam Karen. I rededicated my life to Him, cause He was kind enough to give me three days unto resurrection since accepting the old me dying to find life and forgiveness.♡
I'm very glad bits of "me" died as Johnathan spoke of mystery & gave scripture after scripture & guys I kid you not, I felt like scales fell of my eyes, felt awakened and terrified altogether of all salvation entailed. He made an altar call having explained repentance and my heart raced stepping foward. Believing is from hearing & all I needed was as little as a mustard's. Bless the Lord! I heard from God through a random video on a lazy afternoon, 7years after choosing a life of, unfortunately, being about an unhappy "me". Here's some intriguing mathematics-pay attention! NB: Shirlin means free John 8:32 Shirlin Shamola(7 + 7)-two sets of 7=14 (count) My 20th (7years from age 13 when i 1st got saved) was May 1st! 7 months later in (2+0+1+4=7) split 2014=20/14 of Nov 27, by His great grand unfathomable plan, I heard from Him. Do you get it? I'll explain conclusively. Nov 27 (2*7)=14 (mentioned 22 times in the Bible. 22 years since May 1/94, 7 months since my 22nd & I only realised 7 days ago what my name truly meant Biblically♡• The number 14: represents deliverance or salvation! John 8:32 concordance for Free is eleutheroo & who spoke those words to me? Yahushua-God, in the flesh. Because I couldn't understand anything at all without studying scripture, because scripture is absolutely True cause guess who is scripture? i.e The Word-Jesus-God. Guess what John 1 says! Full of grace & Truth! Who set me free from the bondage I was too scared to admit I needed being liberated from? TRUTH-JESUS & once in faith I read, Ephesians 1 & my mind tripped! Cause, nobody but God could know me like I've just come to know my self 22 years since life began in my mother's womb. "The end is where I begin"- I'm Born again, two years now, by grace through faith & this is the reason I believe♡• Conclusion: What r the odds? Shirlin,(7) years, (7) months(since age 13,1 year short of deliverance), (2+0+1+4)=(7) I turned 20 my name means free, sum-14=deliverance & there's 777 guess what 777 is? Goooooooggle!• Jesus-WayTruthLife♡Truth set me free! & I'm Free♡
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